Yeah. I just-- How are you so calm about it? [ it's not an accusation but there's a bit of desperation in eddie's voice, like he wants to know the secret of it all to figure out how to get to the other side of his life turning upside down and then ending in this.
he knows, objectively, that no one's fine.
but he'd love tips on how to not feel like he's going to be jumping out of his skin any second. especially when weed is limited and despite the occasional coke and ket habit, eddie's not really looking to get hooked on the available pain killers he's noticed are well stocked in the pharmacy shelves.
luckily before he spirals into thoughts, steve makes the mistake of asking a question. which leads to: ] A drug it is not. It's a sword. The Flame of the West, technically. Not like an actual flaming sword, though that be sick as fuck to have, but like a beacon of light metaphor and all that. It belonged to a badass ranger and King in the Lord of the Rings.
cw: mention of drug use?
he knows, objectively, that no one's fine.
but he'd love tips on how to not feel like he's going to be jumping out of his skin any second. especially when weed is limited and despite the occasional coke and ket habit, eddie's not really looking to get hooked on the available pain killers he's noticed are well stocked in the pharmacy shelves.
luckily before he spirals into thoughts, steve makes the mistake of asking a question. which leads to: ] A drug it is not. It's a sword. The Flame of the West, technically. Not like an actual flaming sword, though that be sick as fuck to have, but like a beacon of light metaphor and all that. It belonged to a badass ranger and King in the Lord of the Rings.